擇尿道發炎，小便痛，很怕，結果從昨天到現在都不敢小便，很幸苦。心理向題，醫生幫不了。择昨晚受苦时，神没马上垂听，我觉得失望，影响我的祷告，对神的信心，这比较严重，我觉得Devil正攻击我与神的关系。但，你却适时出现，让负面情绪缓和。

Doreen: God is good & loving you so much. My network here always can't work probably. I just manage to get in again this morning & off again after praying for you & get thru again after our lunch. I think, all the temptation you facing, God will turn them into blessing once you continue to trust in Him. I believe, God is preparing you for your future service. Be strong & keep alert. God is always holding you. He is carry the weight of the world upon His shoulder, i know my sister that He is carry you. He said : come onto me, all who are weary, & i will give you rest.